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Kosovo

Witnessing humanity destroy itself is deeply depressing. Deciding whether to photograph a Serb village where 14 people have been killed the night before or to document an Albanian funeral for victims of a mass execution is horrible. Frankly, neither choice is appealing.

Watching families try to recognize their dead relatives is just as distressing as watching soldiers try to kill one another. The image of a crying 7-year-old child hiding her face behind a photo of her father who was executed with 79 other villagers is emblazoned in my brain. She will never forget what happened to him and I will never forget her.

Some days I really question this job, but in the end I know that I'm fortunate to witness the truth. I'm reminded of a memorial service last summer where I watched journalists stand on graves while shoving microphones in the faces of mourners. They asked, "How do you feel?" I watched the same mourners separated from their families and herded like cattle on to buses that hauled them off to unknown destinations. I remember feeling helpless and wondering if they would ever be able to return to their homes.

It is hard to describe how overwhelming it is to witness 65,000 people fenced into an area just over the border of Kosovo, living on their own excrement after walking for days through snowy mountains with



Ami Vitale

Ami Vitale, 28, is a freelance photographer who's been based in Prague for more than two years. From there, she traveled to Kosovo where she spent eight months documenting the plight of refugees. Prior to her move to Prague, she worked as an editor for the Associated Press in New York and Washington D.C. She's also worked for USA Today and the Raleigh News and Observer. Currently, she is working on projects in southern Africa for a British magazine.

To view more of Ami's photography, check out her Web site. You can also drop Ami a line at Amivitale@aol.com.



no food or water. Some of these people were my friends, many of these people were doctors,lawyers and students. All of these people had homes and families, and all were dispossessed. Some were tossed out by their neighbors or acquaintances and sometimes even friends.

Tens of thousands fled to Montenegro, Serbia's smaller and only partner left in the Yugoslav Federation. Hundreds of thousands left for Albania, seeking refuge from the aggression. I went to funerals, both Serbian and Albanian, but never, never did I dream that an entire population could be forced from their homes.

I documented the devastation, hoping it would make a difference, but the one thing that is so hard to show is the passion that exists. It is this passion that eluded me and kept me returning to this place. I wanted to understand it and how it drives people to these actions.

I constantly wonder how human beings can do this to each other. Clearly, they must not view each other as human beings.

-- Ami Vitale